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Nikki
21 August 2020 @ 06:45 pm
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All personal entries are f-locked.
Fic, graphics, and mixes can be found @ hellomoustachio
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Nikki
27 May 2013 @ 06:24 am

I haven't made a post here in forever. I know. But it's five-thirty in the morning and I feel the need to talk about something.

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Nikki
I had the pleasure of working with xenachakram12 for this years gleebigbang. Her amazing fic Not Like A Thunderbolt is absolutely perfect. You should all go check it out and send her some love.

Title: Not Like a Thunderbolt
Author: xenachakram12
Artist: stillandstorm
Type: Slash, Romance, AU
Word Count: ~35,000
Rating: NC-17
Characters/Pairings: Kurt/Finn, Burt/Carole, references to Kurt/Blaine and Finn/Rachel
Warnings: Sexual content, occasional strong language, pseudo-incest
Summary: Falling in love with his stepbrother is not like anything Finn’s ever seen in a movie. It’s confusing and life-altering, and between Burt, Blaine, and burnt crêpes, Finn doesn’t know up from down anymore. He does his best to make sense of it all, but in the end he really only knows two things: Kurt is amazing and Finn wants him.

Art below the cut:

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Nikki
22 May 2012 @ 12:48 pm
I've been having a rough time dealing with things lately. My nightmares are back, scaring me awake almost every night, and my moods have been anywhere from LETS DO EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW AND BE AWESOME to RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWR I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING JUST BECAUSE IT BREATHES to I can't even be assed to get out of bed im so tired, and ive been crying over nothing, and I hate myself and blah blah blah depressed depressed depressed.

I'm sorry that ive been such a shitty addition to your friends lists lately, guys. I really am.

The good news is that I should be getting a treatment plan in therapy in the next week or so, where they'll probably change my meds and things since I'm just on antidepressants (that arent really working) and should probably be on some mood stabilizers for my bipolar. so. Hopefully everything will start to look a little better.

I did have a little ray of sunshine yesterday when my 9 year old brother sent me a letter and a picture telling me that he loves me and that I should "right bake pleas" <3

Also, im considering putting all of this mental health shit on a filter. So if you would want to be on it, let me know.
 
 
Nikki
Fandom: Wintergirls
Subject: Lia Overbrook
Title: Frozen Solid
Warnings/Notes: This is a mix about someone with a history of disordered eating and self-injury. There ARE graphic descriptions in the quotes that could be triggering. Please proceed with caution.

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Nikki
13 April 2012 @ 06:08 pm


I just figured out how im spending my summer. By writing fic about the whole disney channel with the whole disney channel. Chyeah. You guys should all come play with us. It'll be fun!
 
 
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Nikki
10 April 2012 @ 05:38 pm
I've had this mix for quite a while, as it served as inspiration for [Leans on Me] Like a Rootless Tree . Photo used in cover art taken by Red Camera on DeviantArt.

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Nikki
Title: [Leans on Me] Like a Rootless Tree
Author: stillandstorm
Pairing: One sided Joe/Nick, Joe centric.
Rating: PG-13
Words: 6693
Summary:He’s my baby brother. Our parents divorced when I was 9 and he was 4. Mom took Nick, and Dad got me. I haven’t seen him in almost fifteen years. I’d probably be a little pissed to see me too.
Authors Notes: This fic was originally prompted by ashavahishta at blackwayfarersBeing Attractive and Doing Stuff fic fest about a million years ago. Title and LJ cut from Damien Rice. So much thanks and love goes out to amberdowny for staying up with me all night while I wrote, for believing in me always, for loving me, for beta’ing fearlessly through my horrid grammar, and for being mine. I love you, Panda.

FIC MIX FOR THIS HERE

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Nikki
10 March 2012 @ 04:06 am
Title: Unbearable
Author:stillandstorm
Pairing: None
Rating: G
Summary: Elvis hate’s it when Nick practices “Stay.”
Authors Notes: Part of my fanfic100  challenge. Prompt number 37, “Sound.”

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Current Mood: boredbored
 
 
Nikki
10 March 2012 @ 04:00 am
Title: Summer Ends
Author:[info]stillandstorm
Pairing: Joe/Nick
Rating: PG-13 (ish) Maybe. Talk of brother sex, and underage Nick.
Summary: But I'll be dead before you put a gun in my brothers hands.
Authors Notes: Part of my [info]fanfic100  challenge. Prompt number 33, “Too Much.”

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